I have found the best human being, living or dead, on the face of the planet. Anyone looking to argue with me is looking to throw down.

This includes Helen Keller.




also my bottom left jaw had an abortion this morning. my doctor told me it is not a dry socket but i think he was on a golf course.

things are weird.

i'm not acting like myself. i'm irritable and angry and antisocial. fortunately, the fact that i am now 21 and can go to bars and stuff is nice. it sort of helps out with my overwhelming desire to be alone. ed and i went to... someplace on franklin st. last night. probably one of the best things to happen to me in like... weeks. i finally chilled out and could discuss things like a normal person. for four and a half hours. also the bartender was really nice.

i went to jordan's grave yesterday; his birthday was monday. his parents (who are now divorced) had apparently left flowers. i wish i could talk to them.

i wish a lot of things.